Lovers of my book The Carrero Effect book 1 will love this brand new alternate chapter.
This is chapter 14, part 4 re-written from Jake Carrero's perspective as per requested by you, the lovely fans.
Please note there is swearing and sexual references and this is not suitable for those under 18 years of age.
Read at your own risk!!
The holiday- Part 4 finale ( Chapter 14, book 1)
Jake stormed to his room and kicked the door shut with a professional kick box manoeuvre, every nerve ending tingling with the need to release some pent up tension. Jake was a simple creature, he expelled his excess energy in two ways. Either through fighting, sports, other extreme physical pursuits or sex. And lately sex had been completely off the table for him, he was about to remedy that and hoped to god some of this crazy aggressive anger that had been building up for weeks would subside
He couldn't do this shit anymore with her, his life had become one mass of up and down emotional bullshit. His head all over the place to the point he acted like he had PMS like a fucking woman on a daily basis, she drove him nuts yet he couldn't stay away from her. He loved her yet he wished he could walk away and never see her again. He didn't know which way was up or down but he knew one thing, he couldn't bear the thought of firing her and starting over with a new PA so he had to sort this another way.
Hunter had been right about one thing, the lack of sex was screwing with his head, lack of dates and women in general. This wasn't who he was, wasn't who he wanted to be anymore. He would get his ass off this infernal boat and away from her for a few days, Hunter had already agreed he would look after her should Jake take off and he was going to screw himself back to sanity with as many women as it took. Hell, he might even go back tot the days of more than one at a time if it eased his pain in anyway.
Emma had only seen that version of him, so what difference would it make if he went back to it? she had no idea of how much he had changed his lifestyle for her, she didn't see the lack of parties and booze, the lack of women. She only saw what he wanted her to see and lately it had been a moody fucker who was useless at his job and all over the place. No more. Jake was taking his heart back and his god damn life.
He picked up his phone from the docking station and skimmed the names until he came to one in particular, hitting call and sticking it to his ear. Every part of his gut was trying to stop this insanity but he had made his mind up and pushed down all the guilt he was feeling to the back of his mind.
'Hello.' The female voice that answered sounded surprised to be hearing from him after so long but he didn't care, he had chosen her because he knew she would be up for it and available.
'Hey Brianne, long time no see. Thought I would call and see if you were still up for partying.' Jake said smoothly, old Casanova coming out to play effortlessly. He may have been a complete mess around Emma but with other women he had no problem at all, he knew how to play them and he had always done it well. He had zero nervousness about booty calls.
'Of course, for you Jake I would literally drop everything.' She purred, unable to contain her excitement and the lust fuelled husk to her tone now. Jake knew he had her right where he wanted. Brianne from the first time he had met her in a down town bar had been hot for him. Obviously so.
'I'm heading home in a few minutes, flight back from a little trip so you could meet me at my apartment tonight, take it from there.' He moved his phone from his ear as he hauled off his shirt to get changed, mind already making plans to get the hell out of here.
'Definitely baby, I will be naked and waiting for you sexy. Do you want me to bring some booze?' She giggled girlishly, doing nothing at all for his libido but he played along
'Sure, whatever you want, I don't plan on much sleep.' He growled sexily and hauled on a new shirt with one hand awkwardly, trying not to picture Emma with every word out of his god damn mouth. He also couldn't shift the feeling that right now he was a disgusting human being who had never deserved Emma in the first place and this right here proved it. He shoved the sickening lump aside and focused on Brianne
'Sounds like my kind of party, I can't wait to see you again, it's been far to long Jakey baby.' She once again purred down the line and he could almost picture her getting wet for him. Girls were too damn easy, maybe that's why he had fallen hard for Emma. She had been the first real challenge to come along in a very long time, first woman to not drop her panties at the first smile. The first girl that had made him feel something for her that wasn't just lust.
'Cool, so … Laters then. I'll be home around five I guess.' He flipped the phone to his other shoulder as he buttoned up his shirt. Not really feeling the same thrill he used too at hooking up with someone as hot and wild as Brianne but he figured once he got home and had her naked it would all fall into place. Brianne was one of the more adventurous ex-playmates. She was up for any kind of sex and liked to be dominated roughly. Right about now Jake needed to expel a little aggression and doing it sexually was his idea of the perfect solution. He wasn't against a little bit of rough and ready, she liked bondage too and he sure as hell had no problem with being dominant in bed.
'Laters baby.... a lot of laters.' She giggled sexily and then he hung up, he wasn't much for unnecessary small talk and threw his cell on the bed as he continued to get ready.
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